Tuesday, September 2, 2008

In A Glance

In less than 30 days I am going to be a year older.

Matanda na ako.

So old.

Like Madonna old. Lol

Malayo pa ako sa ganung edad noh. I'm still in my early 20's. Haha

Anyway, over the past years I've celebrated my birthday but honestly I am not happy about celebrating it.

When I got a little piece of brain para magamit sa pag-iisip, I thought, may enough reason ba to be happy about getting older? Well, existence for once. Experience. Life.
But what about the 'other' stuff.

I feel like everytime this time of the year comes, paubos ng paubos ang aking glass of water.

Eto na naman ako sa pagiging negastar.

I have so much things so do in this life. So many deadlines to finish. So many dreams unreached. So many promises that have yet to be fulfilled.

And yet, I think hindi pa ako nangangalahati.

Maybe I'm just having birthday blues.

I will just take my time.

Que sera sera.

11 comments:

JM said...

ako din. paubos na din ng paubos ang aking tubig ng buhay. (may ganon!)

kailangan maging kapakipakinabang tayo....

magtayo na lang tayo ng foundation! complete with blush on and face powder hehe

Lyka Bergen said...

anova? lahat na lang ng tao sad... anong ibig sabihin nito?

Advance HB, girl!

Kiks said...

negastar talaga ha?

naku, neng, bata ka pa para magnega.

bahagi lang yan ng young adult angsty existentialist mode.

youll get over it and youll feel beautiful.

;-)

jericho said...

i-stress ba na early 20's pa sya. tse! hehe. happy birthday soon beks.. ;)

mel beckham-atienza said...

@JM: ayokong mag make-up, malayo pa ang 'foundation day'. Lol

@Lyka: sabay2x yata dumating ang mga dalaw natin Ate. hihi. Tnx much

@Kiks: tnx po. I'll get over this soon. isang kainan lang to, promise. hihi =)

@Aa: salamat Ate. =p

Mugen said...

Ang aga mo naman magkaroon ng pre-birthday blues.

Meron akong kilalang isang blogger, ilang araw bago mag 27 eh biglang nagflashback-entries sa kanyang blog. Wahahahaha!

Sana may private jet ako, aattend ako ng birthday bash mo jan. :P

Gayzha said...

Happy Birthday Day!!!! Hwag mag nega-nega kay guapa ka!

Abou said...

happy birthday. magpa children's party ka para maiba.

he he

dabo said...

got digits.. para naman ma-greet kita sa birthday mo nene?

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PS:

aray...may mga aawayin ako na blogger.. bukod kay ewikk

lol :)

mel beckham-atienza said...

@Joms: ipasusundo kita. Hihi

@Jase: Ate thanks much!

@Abou: a-attend ka ba? Hihi =p

@Dabo: sino aawayin mo? =p i emailed u na..

MakMak said...

Natawa ako sa negastar mo. Hehehe. Wag kang malungkot, lahat tayo tumatanda. :)