Friday, December 5, 2008

Shame Shame Shame

Ugh.

I promised someone that I'll see him tomorrow but unfortunately things didn't worked out.

I have previous 'commitments' e.g. work and work and work and my schedule is too busy and cranked up I feel like a mother of 12.

I checked last minute flights online but apparently you can't book there less than 24 hours of the scheduled flight.

Sigh.

Next time na lang ulit.

Anyway, I'd be probably stucked here for the weekend. I have nothing to do at home. The gurls have other 'social lives' outside our circle. The mayas have their own parties to attend to and I'm not invited. Unfortunately for me, I don't have 'other' circle of friends kaya sorry na lang ako.

Well actually, I have, but I haven't bonded with them for a long time. Baka magulat lang sila if I showed up surprisingly. Parang uncomfortable. I feel like I'll be making them 'panakip-butas' kasi wala ang mga 'usual' friends ko.

I miss my other friends though.

My 'wholesome' college peers.

My 'other' gay friends.

Kamusta na kaya sila?

I have not kept in touch with them for a while now.

I feel like I'm a disappointment as their friend.

I'm so unworthy.

Nakakahiya.

6 comments:

Lyka Bergen said...

Am pretty sure that they've moved on na rin. Kamustahin mo na lang. Malay mo, they need you at this very moment too. Goooo!

Luis Batchoy said...

get in touch... you cn never can tell says ara mina

Mugen said...

when that someone meets your best friend tonight, it's almost like he's meeting you too. :)

Okay lang yan. May next time pa.

jericho said...

hi mel. sorry ngayon lang nakabalik sa blog world.. hehe. mag-u-update muna ako ng buhay ng iba .. ;)

mel beckham said...

Ate Lyks: sana nga noh? i will text them. tnx much!

Luis: si Ara pala maysabi nun? Hihi

Joms: but I want to meet that someone too. I'm blaming PAL and Cebu Pacific for ruining our meeting. Lol

Ate AA: na-miss kita! welcome back!

edz said...

kasi naman ang tagal mong nagdecide e...:)