Happy New Year!

A brand new year, a brand new you.

I hope this year will be a better one for all of us!

Making resolutions is necessary so make sure to make realistic ones.

Hahahaha!

I'm glad to be home in DC, it's safe and peaceful because total ban on firecrackers is still observed for almost 10 years now. I luurve our mayor. Hihi.

If you're in the city and want to see fireworks display, the local government will be having one on New Year's Eve at the Rizal Park.

To my friends, please be safe. Umiwas sa paputok, maliban na lang sa paputok na.... you know what I mean. LOL

Hurray for 2009!

Release Of The Inner Evil

I know.

It’s still the holiday season and you’re still not supposed to be mean to other people but sometimes the occasion calls for you to be ‘bad’ or ‘bitch’, depending on the situation you’re in.

Hello?

If there’s any person in this world who should be ‘permitted’ to be such during this time of the year, it should be me. Or at least I should be one of the many ‘excused’ to exercise meanness.

I was alone on Christmas. Enough reason na yun to validate my behaviour.

Hahahaha!



Pero bago matapos ang taong ito, I ask for forgiveness sa mga taong nadamay sa aking kamalditahan lately. Sana you’ll find it in your hearts to forgive me. I’m just human. I was miserable. I’m stressed out. Please understand. Hihihihi.



Unang una na sa mga batang nasigawan at nabulyawan ko dahil maiingay at wala sa tamang oras at angkop na lugar kung mag-carolling. I know namamasko lang kayo but please piliin niyo ang tamang timing. Huwag yung nasa gitna ako ng panunuod ng pirated dvd ng Twilight. Huwag niyo rin akong kakantahan kung nakaupo ako sa bus terminal. Hindi rin namimili ng lugar ang aking kamalditahan. Mwahahaha!

Pasensiya na kayo, I don’t like children kasi. =p





Second, sa ibang friends ko lalo na sa mga ka-batch ko nung HS. Kung hindi ko man sinasagot ang mga texts or tanong ninyo sa umaga ay don’t expect me to answer later that day. It’s just that I find your questions too impertinent or irrelevant. Or hindi ko feel na itextback ka. Or wala lang talaga akong load. Mwahahaha!

Minsan kasi, hintayin niyo muna akong makakain or makapag-load para nasa mood akong sumagot sa mga tanong niyo. Ok? Go!





Lastly, sa mga bank tellers na ayaw mag-encash ng cheke ko dahil wala akong dalang proper identification at nasabihan ko ng imbecile. Kasalanan niyo rin kasi, dahil ba mukha akong tangang pulubing bakla ay akala niyo na wala akong karapatang mag-issue ng cheke para sa sarili ko. Have you forgotten the age-old saying “Don’t judge the book if you’re not a judge”? Isa ka pa lecheng security guard ka. Alam ko kung saan ako dapat pumila, kaya pasensiya ka na rin at nabulyawan kita. Mwahahahaha!





Yun na muna sa ngayon.

Don’t worry, it won’t happen next year.

WISH KO LANG


LOL



P.S.
Bakit hindi ako maka-konek sa net through my mobile? Punyetang wireless provider ka. Hindi ako makapag-update ng blog sa araw!

Thank You India

Ang sabi ni Padma Lakshmi,

"Pack your knives and go."

I say,

"Pack your knives ka diyan, I'm not going anywhere noh!"




I had my brush with death earlier this year but I'm happy I'm over it already. I am wishing to end this wonderful 2008 in a smooth sailing manner.

I have lots of things to be grateful for.

My family, who's always there supporting me despite my 'occasional' tantrums.

My balizing gurlfriends, who's always there loving me despite my out-of-place 'diva-ness'. Were still together kahit na masasama ang ugali namin. LOL

My blog and my blogger friends, who's given me another source of inspiration.

My work, without it I wouldn't be able to support my needs.

My faith, who's always been my reason for living.





THANK YOU....

Are You Lonesome Tonight?

Spending Christmas alone is not that sad and lonely.

There’s a few wholesome things to do.

Here are some options for tonight para sa mga nag-iisa ngayong Pasko.
Including me.





Chat with your friends and relatives from overseas

I’m sure they’ll be happy to chat with you because as much as they want to be home this holiday season ay hindi tin possible so the next best thing to do is to connect with their families and loved ones online. Magiging Masaya na sila, sasaya ka rin. Unfortunately, sa dami ng gustong mag-online ay sobra naman ang traffic ng connection. Key word here is patience.





Movie marathon

Scour your dvd collection and gather your favourite movies of all time. Make sure to choose the happy ones para hindi malungkot ang panunuorin mo. There’s no room for self pity here.
Kahit na paulit-ulit mo na itong napanuod ay okey lang as long as it ‘ll make you happy everytime you watch it. Puwede rin bumili ka ng bagong dvd but I’m sure mahaba ang pila sa mga record bars, not to mention the horrible traffic papunta sa mga malls. Another option is to make beso with your suking pirata for pirata dvds. It’s relatively cheap, puwede nang pagtiyagaan.





Mangapitbahay

Kung hindi mo masyadong feel ang maging alone tonight, visit your nearest friendly kapitbahay or a friend’s house and maki-celebrate ka sa kanila. Make sure to inform them earlier para hindi sila magulat when you come knocking their gate or door. Huwag mo rin kalimutan ang mag bitbit ng something for them. A family gift or food or wine will do.Yun nga lang, baka malungkot ka at lalo mong ma-miss ang family mo. Huwag umemote in public. Rush to the nearest bathroom at dun humagulgol.





Check yourself in to the nearest fancy hotel

I’m sure they have Christmas celebrations there. Buffet pa ang food. You get to meet other people pa sa dinner table. Yun nga lang medyo expensive ito and most likely lulungkot ka rin kasi families checked-in the hotel will surely be dining there. In the end, matutulog ka rin na may luhang pumapatak sa iyong mga nakapikit na mga mata.



And last and the most definite thing that I’ll do mamayang gabi:





Matulog

Kung hindi mo feel ang apat na options above, ito na ang the best thing to do. Make this day as ordinary as last Tuesday. After eating dinner and watching tv, matulog ng maaga. That way kapag sumapit na ang 12 midnight at dumadagundong na ang buong paligid sa mga paputok ay hindi ka na magigising dahil mahimbing ka nang nananaginip. Pag gising mo sa umaga ay hindi ka pa puyat unlike the 95% of the total Christian world population.




MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

R.I.P.

The year 2008 saw the birth of new and pretty bloggers like me. LOL

It’s also the year where a few of my favourite blogs came to a halt, bade goodbye or just plain and natural “death”.

As a neophyte, these were some of the blogs that I frequent. They were my sources of great stories, both shallow and deep, inspirations, experiences and lessons.

They deserve to be remembered.




Agent Boytoy

Miss ko na ang kanyang escapades and sexcapades with the love of his life, Cupcake. I also miss his wit and charm. Pati na ang mga misadventures niya with friend and roommate Ferdie. Although he never showed us his face, his stories were so enjoyable and funny but has depth. It never fails to entertain. Nakaka-adik.

Haaaay.

I miss Agent Boytoy.

Sana mag-reincarnate na siya.

Maybe someday. Yun ang promise niya eh.

For the moment, he’s just RIP.


Relaxing

In his own

Paradise.




Barbara Bakal

Ang isa sa aking mga kumare sa blogging. Ewan ko ba kung ano ang nagyari sa bruhang ito. Biglang-bigla na lang nawala na parang bula in the middle of story-telling her lovelife with Gino. A guy she met in Puerto Galera.

Mare, kung saan ka mang kampupot dumapo, magparamdam ka naman. Miss na rin kita.

Just RIP.

Ring me sometime ‘coz

I miss you na

Pokpok ka! LOL




Chi.kadora

Isa pa tong kumare kong bigla ring nawala pero nag-resurface lang last month after many months of not making paramdam after closing her blog. Akala ko ay na-rape na sa Kowloon. Joke lang mare. Hihi

I’m just wondering kung ano na ang nangyari sa lovelife niya with Nemo. Sila na kaya?
Mareng Chi.kadora, buhayin mo ulet ang chikadora mong blog. Ok? Ibalik mo ang dating sigla sa pagku-kuwento. You’re still beautiful as always.

You’re RIP.

Ravishing

In

Prada!




Manila Gay Guy

Migs, the MGG just ended his popular blog last month. The reason behind is uncertain. Tanungin kaya natin ang mga ka-close niya? Hihihi

Anyway, the reason may be personal but if masaya siya sa desisyon niya, so be it. He said he’ll be in the US in the muna. Malamang mag-soul searching, I don’t know. Kung happy siya dun ay mabuti.

I’m still optimistic though na mabubuhay itong muli. Sayang din kasi ang mga photos dun eh. Hahaha

Migs, miss ka na ng maraming bading. I hope you’ll reconsider our panawagan.

Please Migs, RIP.

Restore,

Inspire, and of course, World

Peace!





Kung saan man kayo naroroon ngayon, sana happy kayo diyan. Ipadala niyo na lang via fedex ang mga gift niyo. LOL

That’s all.




UPDATE! UPDATE!
Apparently Migs' blog Manila Gay Guy is back and kicking just last week. Stupid me. I need to update my links. LOL

And more good news! WANDA will be baaaaaack! Abangan....

Happy

Relief.

My hosting skills last weekend at our Christmas party went pretty well. Despite lack of practice and experience (the last time I hosted was at a friend's wedding reception 5 years ago), I managed to finish the program smoothly. The fact that the audience oftentimes burst out laughing at my silly jokes and shallow punchlines, okey na sa akin yun. At the end of the program my boss smiled at me and said I did awesome is good enough for me. Kahit nawalan ako nga boses sa kasisigaw during the parlor games, sulit naman ang aking pagod dahil umuwi ang majority na masaya. Thank God.

I'm happy.



When I arrived home, sinalubong agad ako ng aking nephew na si Pacey na may bitbit na imported chocolates. Meaning, dumating na ang padalang package ni Ate. Meaning, kasama na dun ang gift niya sa aking Marc Jacobs bag. In fairview, maganda ang brown tote. Simple and chic like me. Charing! May padala din siyang isang box ng chocolates at pabango, and a pashmina for me. Thanks much Ate.

I'm so happy.



At dahil bago ang bag ko, kelangan bigyan ng exposure. My friends and I went for a night out. Una kaming rumampa sa mall dahil may midnight sale. Namili ng konti, gifts for loved ones, etc.

Next stop was at Bruegers Cafe dahil KC's officemates are playing there. Konting plastikan lang and we went to our next destination, Matina Town Square where Edz and Jane Rose's MPA classmates were there waiting at Kanto bar.

I have not been to MTS for a while now. The place is still alive kahit na may bago na namang tambayan ang mga tao sa DC. Kanto bar is the place to be at MTS. We had a few drinks and konting chikahan. Met new friends, new crushes and possible boyfriends. Lol

I went home content, a little toxic and happy.



Yesterday, Manang and I went to the city hardware to buy stuff for our home. The hardware stores are one of the best places to look/hunt for straight men.
Surprisingly, there were 'a few gay men' in the store. Doon sila nakatayo sa tiles and paint section. Hindi na nakapagtataka. The paint section is the nearest 'resemblance' to make-up and cosmetics. Hello, color palette and brushes? Mwahahaha!

Anywhore, some of the male attendants are good looking. The one who assisted us is cute. Unfortunately, kelan subtle lang ang paglalandi dahil nakabuntot palagi ang kapatid ko. Balakid sa kaunlaran. Lol

After settling the bill and the items to be delivered, lumabas na kami ng hardware and went to the nearest grocery store for errands. Tanghaling tapat at naglalakad kami sa tabi ng kalsada. We were both wearing black. Black clothing plus midday sun equals unbearable heat equals pawis. We were laughing at ourselves. Despite our misery we went home with smiles on our faces. We bought ice cream.

That's enough to make us happy.



Last night, KC gave us t-shirts as Christmas gifts. Magkapareho and design and print. This is our fourth time na magkapareho kaming tatlo ni Edz. The first one was a yellow tee we wore at a friend's birthday. The second one was a black tee with silver print we wore during our misadventure in Plantation Bay. And the third was a Ninoy tee from Bench. We also bought almost similar black sneakers. Lol
After shopping, we watched 'Bolt'. Ampanget ng boses ni Miley Cyrus. Boses matanda. Hahaha!

Umuwi na kami na happy after watching the movie.



That was my weekend of "happy-nings".

I hope to have a better one next weekend.

Worry Free

Pitong tulog na lang at Pasko na naman.

In my case though, malamang hindi ito aabot sa pitong tulog kasi lately I’m having trouble getting myself to sleep. Must have been stress. I blame it on work deadlines and stuff. Plus I’m worrying quite a bit for this weekend because I will be hosting our company’s annual Christmas Party. All our bosses will be there and their families.

What am I gonna do?

I haven’t been hosting parties for a while now. I’m more comfortable sitting down as a member of the audience. Papalakpak ka lang ay solve na.
I’m not that kwela to host a party pa naman. Buti sana kung may co-host ako, eh wala. Mahirap pa ang audience lalo na it’s very diverse. Class A to E pinaghalo. Nakakaloka!

Anyway, I wish myself lots of luck na sana ay hindi ako mawalan ng consciousness in the middle of the party. Hahaha!

On a sad note, I think I will be alone on Christmas Day.

I can’t be home because I still have tons of work to do here sa bukid and we are gonna be working on the 24th and 25th . Blame it on the long holiday imposed by that ‘bruhang pandak’ sa palasyo. Majority of the banking industry will be closed from the 25th to January 1st kaya mahihirapan kami to work normally. I know a lot of you are happy that there is a long vacation but not me. We depend much on these financial institutions na mapipilitang mag-holiday din.

Anymisery, we might as well make the most of what we can do to ease this upcoming ‘problem’.

Okay lang naman sa akin na hindi ako makakauwi eh kasi every Christmas naman ay natutulog lang ako the whole day. Kahit nasa bahay ako ay parang wala din ako kasi hindi ako nagpapaistorbo. Subukan nilang gisingin ako at lilipad ang lampshade. Bwahahaha! From evening of 24 ‘til noon of the 25th ay nakahilata lang ako sa kama, or sa sahig, natutulog. I’ve been doing that since birth. Charing!

Last year I was sick so I stayed in bed lang the whole time.

The only thing that makes me sad na hindi ako makakauwi is that I don’t get to watch “Ang Tanging Ina Niyong Lahat” on its opening day.

Yun lang.

Nothing else.

Unless….




May SALE sa mga malls.




Or dumating ang package na padala ni Ate. I can’t wait to see her gift for me.



A Marc Jacobs bag.

Thank You Ate!







P.S.
My one and only material wish this Christmas is a pair of new eyeglasses. Sana may mag regalo sa akin nun. Please email me for my mailing address. LOL

2008's BEST And WORST

As the year ends, almost every medium of communication especially in the world of print media and the world wide web in the universe comes up with its annual list of the best and the worst. Be it in politics, fashion, people, music, etc. and etc.

This year is no exception.

So much stuff has happened.
Some are wonderful, some are bad.
Some are disappointing, may we learn something from it.
Some are inspiring, may it continue to make us a better individual.
Good or bad, it is still worthy to be noted and remembered.



CHARING!


To honor the year 2008, let me do a recap of what I consider the best and worst that happened this year. You may disagree or agree with me, the more important thing is that I don’t care.

Mwahahaha! Just kidding.

At syempre, dahil mahilig akong kumain unahin na natin ang…..



The BEST in FOOD


Eating Healthy – More and more restaurants and even fastfood chains are putting ‘healthier’ options in their menus for their patrons. Vegetarians have ‘easier’ access to establishments that cater to their kind of diet. Ready to serve green salads are also available in groceries, neatly placed in plastic containers complete with your choice of dressing.







The WORST in FOOD


Melamine – Gosh. My bestfriend KC cannot eat chocolates for a whole month because of fear.









The BEST in TELEVISION


Writers’ Strike Is Over – The Golden Globes was not able to show the usual awards night due to the writers’ strike. Buti na lang at naayos ang lahat just days before the Oscars. Now we can go back to enjoying our favourite tv shows Gossip Girl, Ugly Betty, Grey’s Anatomy, and many more with a relaxed mind knowing that the writers’ of these shows are ‘well-compensated’.








The WORST in TELEVISION


Reality Shows, Not! – ‘Scripted’ reality tv shows. The Hills, The Real Housewives Of…, Keeping Up With The Kardashians, my gosh the list goes on. Sana kainin ng lupa si Spencer Pratt at Heidi Montag. On the other hand, American Idol’s idea of entertaining is to humiliate people. They’ve done it for the past 7 seasons and they’re still doing it. Hay naku. Nakakasawa na. But then again, some people’s dreams just really needed to be crushed.











The BEST in MUSIC


Filipino Artists Gone Global – Charice Pempengco and Arnel Pineda. Whenever you see them perform before a foreign audience and getting an overwhelming applause or standing ovation, you feel very proud of the Filipino’s world-class talent.


The WORST in MUSIC


Covers Gone Nasty – Have you heard Rihanna’s Umbrella in 48,000 languages? What about Flo Rida’s Low in Bisaya? Nakakaloka ha. Where have all the creative talents gone? I’m not against doing covers but do it in a right way. The point is to entertain, not make listeners barf.










The BEST in FASHION


Going Green – More and more designers are using ‘green’ fabrics and sustainable materials in their designs. Marc Jacobs, Rodarte, Bottega Veneta to name a few. Local designers I’m proud to say are also doing it. Some of them are even using it to help livelihood projects of certain organizations. Rajo Laurel and the women of Payatas. Puey Quinones and the Bilibid prisoners. Eairth’s use of indigenous fabrics. I know it’s done years before but in 2008, napansin sila ng mas mahigit.








The WORST in FASHION


Counterfeit Goodies – Still is the worst. The thought of patronizing these products that according to studies are financing ‘illegal’ activities, the worst being Global Terrorism is very scary.







The BEST in MOVIES


Indies – Digitally made and independently produced films have been in the film industry for quite some time now but 2008 gave us exceptional ones. Ploning, Endo, Serbis, Tirador, and of course, The Thank You Girls.








The WORST in MOVIES


High School Musical – I’m sorry, I’m so not a fan of this ‘trilogy’. Scary soundtrack. Gives me chills. Hate me if you want to. LOL. On a positive note, Vanessa Hudgens is pretty and Zac Efron is cute.




The BEST in POLITICS


Barack Obama – His victory gave us HOPE.







The WORST in POLITICS


Gloria Macapagal Arroyo and her minions – She has been the worst for the past years since her presidency, she should get a hall of fame award already. Calling her the worst is an understatement.
If you want to barf uncontrollably, think of her and Joc-joc Bolante, Jess Dureza, Boy Nograles, Ben Abalos, Raul Gonzales, FG Mike, son Mikey and many more. Isali nyo na rin si former speaker De Venecia. Pati na ang mga oportunistang kakandidato sa 2010.









The BEST in ME


Blogging – What else! I started this year. I gain friends and a few enemies but more importantly I learned a LOT.








The WORST in ME

Weight Loss – Mabuti pa si Oprah may dahilan kung bakit siya tumaba ulet. Eh ako sadyang matakaw lang talaga. LOL





That’s it my friends. I hope you enjoyed what you just read.
Let us look forward to a better 2009. At sana if you plan to make resolutions, make it more realistic. I know I will. Hahaha




HAPPY HOLIDAY SHOPPING!

The Ten Best Songs Of 2008

The year is about to end in a few days.

2008 produced wonderfully crafted and awfully hideous songs that either make your day worth living or terrorize your way of life. The latter (in my case) is Flo Rida's Low and the 48,000 versions of Rihanna's Umbrella.

Below is MBP's (ako) list of the ten best songs of 2008. This list was based from how it appealed to me and how relevant it is in my life.
Translation: sa sobrang gusto ko sa mga ito, gumawa ako ng sariling cd compilation, nasa favourites sila palagi ng playlist all year round at minsan ay ginawa ko rin silang ringtone, message tone at alarm tone. LOL



Char!



10. With You (Chris Brown)
- he was adorable when he released his debut single Run It but I came to love Chris Brown in this hit single. Edz introduced it to me, I did'nt love it at first but he was persistent that I listen to it closely and heartily I loved it.




9. That's Not My Name (The Ting Tings)
- I first heard of this band on MTV and I immediately loved it. The song is very catchy, it reminds me of the super duper old hit Name Game.







8. Always Be My Baby (David Cook)
- this was my favourite on American Idol. He turned Mariah's hit his own.










7. Womanizer (Britney Spears)
- the best comeback hit of the (teen) Queen of Pop. A to-die-for video to accompany it, what more could you ask for from Brit Brit. This is still my alarm tone.







6. 4 Minutes (Madonna)
- one of the best collaborations of all-time, Justin Timberlake and Timbaland. Nothing beats the Queen of Pop despite the age.







5. Bye Bye (Mariah Carey)
- talk about a 'morbid' pop song. I want this song in my funeral service. lol. This is my one and only favourite in the E=MC2 album.






4. Bleeding Love (Leona Lewis)
- Simon Cowell was right on his choice. The best martyr love song of the year. Boyce Avenue released an acoustic version of this song and I liked it too.






3. I'm Yours (Jason Mraz)
- a perfect background song whenever you travel.












2. Disturbia (Rihanna)
- the best dance song of the year. Very catchy and groovy at thesame time. The video is kinda weird but effective. My favourite Rihanna song so far.











1. Mercy (Duffy)
- this is the best song of the year for me because I always dig female rockers but Duffy is definitely a cut above the rest. The song is very rock chic. Those comparing her music to Amy Winehouse is definitely deaf. Duffy is soooo different from Amy's music (for the record, I like Amy). Mercy is modern and bare. Kinda like me. lol. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!



That's it. I hope 2009 will give us something even better. I also wish there will be lesser hideous songs. Tama na ang novelty songs please. =p






P.S.
Walang OPM sa listahan ko kasi mas madalas akong makinig ng 'imported'. I love imported eh. =p

If you disagree with my list, make your own. LOL









P.P.S.
I currently love Muse's Supermassive Black Hole.

Blame it on the Twilight mania. Listen to it. Magandang pang-ringtone. =p

Endings

Natapos na ang 13th season ng Amazing Race.



Panalo ang magkapatid na si Nick & Starr.



Natapos na rin ang Cycle 11 ng America's Next Top Model.



Panalo si McKey.



This week matatapos na rin ang Echo-Carmen Soo teleserye, ang Kahit Isang Saglit. Ang gwapo talaga ni Papa Echo!





Matatapos na rin ang taong ito pero ang resolution ko hindi pa rin natutupad.

Hindi pa rin ako pumapayat.

I even gained another 2 lbs. over the weekend.

Waaaaaah!

Diet pills are not working for me.

What can I do, I don't like to exercise.

LOL

This Saturday is our Christmas Party with gay friends. The theme is girly so we are 'required' to wear a dress.

I plan on wearing an empire cut dress to hide my tummy but haven't found the right dress and shoes that would fit me. Where can you find a size 11 in local retail.

WALA!

Hindi na lang ako a-attend. Iiyak na lang ako, tapos kakain ng bonggang-bonggang fastfood.

Yun na!



photo credits:
tvclubhouse.com
cwtv.com
abs-cbn.com

Yeah Yeah, But...

M is handsome, tall. A student and part time model.

J is average looking. A nurse.

They've been together for more than a year.

M is loyal to J.
But he is not faithful.

M is sleeping with my friend D.

They've been doing it for 3 months now.

D is good looking, a dead ringer for John Lloyd Cruz. Not that tall though but definitely better looking than J.

According to D, M's bf J kinda 'knows' he's sleeping with other men pero pinapabayaan na lang nya.

His job as a nurse probably makes him so tired he can't fulfill his 'duties' so he lets other men sleep with his bf.

The only consolation he gets is that whenever they're together, M is so vocal about their relationship and does not mind displaying their affection in public.

I don't know if their 'set-up' is good but if it works for them, pakialam ko.

I'm not friends with them naman eh, si D lang ang ka-close ko.

Honestly, I'm kinda worried for D but what I see from him whenever he talks about his 'relationship' with M, mukhang masaya naman siya and excited.

Well, as a supporting friend I always tell him to 'follow his heart' and if that makes him 'happy' I'm also happy for him, basta't mag condom lang siya. Hihi

These past days I listen regularly to Republica's old hit 'Drop Dead Gorgeous' (I wonder where they are now), and it kinda reminds me of this post.



Backwords words, he got em
Shut up, I'm talking
This time, you'll listen
But when I look at you you're forgiven
You drive, too fast and
I smoke, too much and
My heart, is broken
But when I look at you you're forgiven
You're forgiven
I know my ex-boyfriend lies
Oh he does it every time
It's just his permanent disguise
Yeah yeah but he's drop dead gorgeous
Don't go changing every time
Not for me to comprimise
You're still a friend of mine
Yeah yeah and you're drop dead gorgeous
Yeah - end of, stop sulking
Get out, you're walkin
Too bad, I've spoken
But when I look at you you're forgiven
Your lies, don't want em
Drop dead, not joking
This thing, is broken
But when I look at you you're forgiven
You're forgiven
I know my ex-boyfriend lies
Oh he does it every time
It's just his permanent disguise
Yeah yeah but he's drop dead gorgeous
Don't go changing every time
Not for me to comprimise
You're still a friend of mine
Yeah yeah and you're drop dead gorgeous
Yeah - end of, stop sulking
Get out, you're walkin
Too bad, I've spoken
But when I look at you you're forgiven
Your lies, don't want em
Drop dead, not joking
This thing, is broken
But when I look at you you're forgiven
You're forgiven
I know my ex-boyfriend lies
Oh he does it every time
It's just his permanent disguise
Yeah yeah but he's drop dead gorgeous
Don't go changing every time
Not for me to comprimise
You're still a friend of mine
Yeah yeah and you're drop dead gorgeous
I know my ex-boyfriend lies
Oh he does it every time
It's just his permanent disguise
Yeah yeah but he's drop dead gorgeous
Don't go changing every time
Not for me to comprimise
You're still a friend of mine
Yeah yeah and you're drop dead gorgeous
You're forgiven
Yeah yeah
Drop dead


Maybe J likes this song so much. Hihi




lyrics copied from azlyrics.com

Forever Seventeen

When I started this blog, I just wanted another outlet for me to express myself.
To be able to share my thoughts and a little bit of my life too to the entire universe.

But not all.

I'm still keeping a whole lot of who I really am to myself so not to over expose my private complicated life.

CHARING!

Yesterday, a client of ours celebrated her birthday. I know she's around 50 but still I asked her real age. Her reply was that she's in her 40's already.

Ok fine. She's not comfortable revealing her real age and I completely understand.

I also do that.

I deny myself of the hard truth that I'm getting older.


My blog profile says I'm only 17.

Of course I'm 17.

Years ago. LOL

I loved myself more when I turned 17.

My life turned around when I was 17.

So much stuff happened to me when I was 17. Both good, bad, ugly and sad.

It's always nice to be 17.

17 sounds virginal yet sexy.
Fresh and slutty.
Young but on the verge of being legal.

Whenever somebody would ask my age, I would always answer I'm 17. LOL

Denial much?

I don't care. Eh yun ang gusto ko eh. I refuse to face the sad fact that I'm older. They say when you get older you tend to become wiser but sadly for me I don't think I'm getting one any sooner. I still consider myself stupid, immature, and sadly, ignorant in certain ways.

Truthfully, I am already in my 20's. Let's keep it that way.
Edz is older than me though. His 'press release' that I am the oldest among the three of us is a lie. He is a 'big' liar. Literally.

Bwahahahaha! Peace Ereng!
Hoy, you owe me big time. The 'pasalubong' should be doubled. LOL





P.S.
If you are a friend, please understand and cooperate. LOL



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Shame Shame Shame

Ugh.

I promised someone that I'll see him tomorrow but unfortunately things didn't worked out.

I have previous 'commitments' e.g. work and work and work and my schedule is too busy and cranked up I feel like a mother of 12.

I checked last minute flights online but apparently you can't book there less than 24 hours of the scheduled flight.

Sigh.

Next time na lang ulit.

Anyway, I'd be probably stucked here for the weekend. I have nothing to do at home. The gurls have other 'social lives' outside our circle. The mayas have their own parties to attend to and I'm not invited. Unfortunately for me, I don't have 'other' circle of friends kaya sorry na lang ako.

Well actually, I have, but I haven't bonded with them for a long time. Baka magulat lang sila if I showed up surprisingly. Parang uncomfortable. I feel like I'll be making them 'panakip-butas' kasi wala ang mga 'usual' friends ko.

I miss my other friends though.

My 'wholesome' college peers.

My 'other' gay friends.

Kamusta na kaya sila?

I have not kept in touch with them for a while now.

I feel like I'm a disappointment as their friend.

I'm so unworthy.

Nakakahiya.

PG

Gusto kong kumain ng barbecue. Yung mongolian.

Gusto ko rin kumain ng pizza, hindi yung commercial. Gusto ko home-made na maraming mozzarella.

Gusto kong uminom ng isang pitcher na lemonade. Nauuhaw kasi ako.

Masarap din yatang kumain ngayon ng sinangag na ginamitan ng mantika na prinituhan ng tuyo.

Tapos baked macaroni. Yung katulad sa napanuod ko kanina sa Lifestyle.

Gusto ko rin ng lechon. Di bale nang hindi CNL or Lechonero, kahit yung sa sidewalk lang. Masarap papakin ang balat. Crunchy.

Pagkatapos uminom ng sobrang lamig na Coke zero.

Shet.

Gusto ko rin ng leche flan, yung sa Igloo. Creamy kasi.

Ang dami kong gustong kainin.

I crave a lot.

At hindi pa Pasko ha. I already gained a whopping 8 lbs. The last time I weighed was 3 weeks ago. Damn!

Paano na lang ang mga darating na parties. I can't eat less. It's rude to eat less kapag may handaan. Lol

This party season, I am not planning to eat less. I want to satisfy myself and enjoy the holidays.

I hate this time of the year but I never said I hate partying, e.g. eating.

I can picture the buffet table already, calling my precious name.

Good luck to me na lang. I'll tell you in January how much weight I gained during the holidays.




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Kate And I

Kate Moss is on the cover of the December 2008 UK Vogue.




This is Kate's 27th Vogue cover.

Ang taray talaga ng Ate ko. Super na, model pa.

To see all of Kate's Vogue covers, click here.

Limot na ng panahon ang ginawa niyang pagsinghot ng tawas.

Life did went on for her.


Ako kaya kelan maco-cover sa Vogue? Kahit sa Preview na lang. Or sa Liwayway. Puede rin kahit man lang sana sa Aliwan Komiks.

LOL

Wish ku'lang.
Keep on dreaming.

Ido-drawing ko rin kaya tulad ng ginawa ni Charice Pempengco at baka magkatotoo din ito?



Charot!





P.S.
Pasensiya na at na-misplace yata ang utak ko. Hindi ko matapos-tapos ang matitinong post.

Kung gusto niyong magbasa ng matino ngayon, this is not the right place as of now. LOL



photo credit: vogue.co.uk

Robbed

I just got Robbed.

Big time.

I surrendered everything to him.

I gave it up to him.

Lahat na, pati kaluluwa ko ninakaw niya.

Pero umiiyak ako sa 'kaligayahan'.



The man responsible,


the 'Robber',

is




Robert Pattinson.



Oh my God.

I think he's my soulmate.

Charot!

Pasensya na sa OA moment.

Kakapanuod lang namin ng 'TWILIGHT' and we (KC, Edz and I) fell in love with Robert Pattinson.

I saw his interview on Ellen, natulala ako sa kagwapuhan niya. My GOSH!

It's not an exaggeration.

Really.

Watch the interview here.
Or mas bongga here.
And watch him bite Tyra (the girl is malandi talaga, lol) here.

Isn't he adorable? Love ko na siya.

And he's British.

Like me.

LOL



So much hype and media attention was given to this movie and I think it deserves it. The movie is not really for the 'critical' but it's a good one. For those who want to see lots of eye candy and witness a love story with a twist, this is a movie to see.

I have not read the book but now I am curious to find one. Ang kapal pa naman nun.

At the end of the movie, I wanted to become a vampire too. Bwahahaha!

If you haven't watched it yet, then what are you waiting for. Ikaw na lang yata ang hindi pa nakakapanuod nito.

Robert Pattinson is the new guy to fall in love with.

Sa sobrang gwapo niya I wet my panties for 2 hours straight.

LOL

In fairness, parang kamukha ko si Kristen Stewart.



Noh?


photo credits:
twilight-movie.org
freewebs.com