Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Hate

I’ve written in the past how I hate certain stuff that most of you would disagree.

Like the beach, and the things that go with it, e.g. swimming, sand, and the sun.

Like disco, and everything that goes with it, e.g. sweating and dancing, noise and smoke.

Like being in a crowd, e.g. a concert, assemblies and even parties.

Although midnight sales can have a big crowd, I don’t hate it because it’s therapeutic.

Nothing beats any other therapy than retail therapy.

LOL

Honestly, it’s not that I hate them so much because it would kill me instantly if I engage in those activities, OA na yun.Hahaha!

I just dislike them because I can’t do certain activities that involves the things I mentioned above.

I hate the beach because I can’t swim.

How can you fully enjoy the beauty of such nature when you can’t totally relate to whatever it has to offer you. ‘Di ba?

I hate discos because I can’t dance.

I was born with two left feet, baligtad pa.

How can you enjoy the music and the rhythm when you are too paranoid that you might be noticed because of your lack of dancing skill. Joke na nga ang itsura ko, sasayaw pa ng nakakatawa, masyado nang redundant yun noh! Hahaha!

I hate crowds because I’m not a people person. Char!

Feeling ko lang hindi ako makahinga kapag nasa gitna ako ng maraming tao. Especially during elections, juice ko, sari-sari ang mga taong pumupunta sa election precincts para bumoto. Yung iba hindi pa nakaligo. So gross. Haha! Sa isang concert naman lalo na kung hindi ka nakaupo sa VIP section, or sa isang rock concert where majority of the audience ay nakatayo, hay naku baka may masama pa akong masabi. It’s not just my thing. LOL

Anymisery, that is the one wish that I would want to leave behind after this weekend of soul-searching.

I want to be hate-free.




Okay, medyo mahirap yun na goal ha.

I want to minimize hate in my system.

Mas realistic ang goal na yun.

So much hatred is already present in this world.

I just want to lessen the negative aura by becoming a better person by hating less things, or hating people. Like Chip Tsao or Boyet Fajardo or Mike Arroyo.

Although they deserve to be hated, I leave them to the others na lang. They can have my share of hate.

7 comments:

Herbs D. said...

girl, tungkol sa disco- whatever you do, no one cares if you dance like Rick Astley or Michael Jackson-they're all drunk to notice anyway.

pakapalan lang ng fez yan! hehehe.

dun naman sa beach, ay sis. dun nalang tayo sa bars-boys boys boys!! lol

pero magkapareho ata tayo sa crowds. wiz din ako people-person eh! haha

shet. may negative aura ka nang nalalaman ngayun. putok lang ata yan eh! hehe. best of luck this summer mel! hope you'll have a blast! xoxo

Luis Batchoy said...

have ako ng sguggestments teng for ur week end reflection. Instead of focusing on hate, try mo love. Love yourself more. Believe in yourself more. Kiber sa swaming, pede naman sa gilid lang banda tampisaw di ba, with matching werq the sands dripping kunyari from a deep swim aftah.

Sa disco, SSTH lang yan. Sway sway da hips bah!


Sa crowd naman, kunyari parang komiks lang yan na asterix ang obelisk... find mo lang knyari si asterix dun sa crow. Read = yung pinaka yummy-licious. Or, try mo lang imagine, undercover princess ka at kailangan mo makihalubilo sa humanity incognito.

Distraction lang yan teng. Distract yourself, and soon enough you'd be surprised that you are achuli enjoying na.

Better yet, take simming lessons, dancing lessons and well, anti-agoraphobia theraphy.

Blessed soul search manang. TSE!

reyna elena said...

'day! makinig ka sa lola. you have to learn yourself how to:

1.) Love the beach dahil dami men. especially pag ang beach me boardwalk? lalo sa provincetown? hahahah read: hada hahaha

2.) Disco, pag madilim na wit na nila knowing gurl kung parehas man kanan paa mo, waling waling kembot ok na, masikip naman eh hahaha

3.) Don't know about crowd pero ditez sa New Orleans esp during Mardi Gras? Hanapin mo crowd taz dun ka sa gitna kasi show off sila hahaha para huli mo hahahah

4.) Mountains, ba't wala? hahahaha haller! marami kamong kahuyan dun! hahaha

Yj said...

ako i hate going to the beach dahil negrang negra na nga ako tapos matutusta pa lalo, eh namumuhunan kaya akos sa gluta hahahaha kaya lang ako sumama dito sa holy week trip namin dahil sa honey ko.... dedz, payong all the time hehehehe

at korak, marami kang pwedeng gawin sa beach ng walang lunod na magaganap.... ang mga boys!!! hehehehe

about dancing... it took me 25 years to learn that nobody cares if you know how to dance or not.... basta dancefloor ang paguusapan, dedma.... dance to death ka lang... konting padyak ng paa, kembot ng bewang, palakpak, sabay sigaw ng DARNA hehehehe joke....

more love more fun.... kaya korak, wititit na pokus sa mga wit mo bet.... kakathunders lang yan hehehehehe

ingats........

mel beckham said...

Ang hahaba naman ng comments niyo. LOL

Masusunod po ang advices. Hihi. Salamat!

Mugen said...

May utang pa akong hug sa iyo kapag nagkita tayo. Turuan na rin kitang maglangoy kapag nagtagpo tayo sa swimming pool.

kiel estrella said...

ako maikli lang.

hate what you hate and love what you love.

basta do it with conviction.

yun lang.

kembot.