Mutation

I got an e-mail from Facebook this morning and it was a ‘friend request’ from a certain girl. So I clicked the link supplied in the mail and saw the picture of an unfamiliar face. Eh hindi ko naman siya matandaan at wala naman kaming mutual friend kaya I clicked the “Ignore” button.

To my surprise this evening, nasa inbox ko na naman siya. Pursigido akong e-friend ha. Oh well, sige na nga matingnan nga ulet ang profile ng bruhang ito. This time, we already have 4 mutual friends. Aba, at ambilis makapag-friend ng gaga. LOL. I noticed those mutual friends of ours were my classmates in high school.

Hmmmmm… I got curious.

Her name is so unfamiliar. I checked her profile and found out that we went to the same high school and most of her friends were also our schoolmates. I looked closely at her photo and this time I recognised her. She was a year older than me in high school and we were neighbors before. Infact, palagi kaming nagkaka-sabay sa jeep papuntang skul. Hahaha!

Malay ko ba noh, eh nag iba na ang mukha niya at iba na rin ang name kasi she’s married already.

Anywhore, I confirmed her as my friend and I dropped a message in her mail apologizing for ignoring her first request.

Ang bait ko talaga. LOL



This networking thing is kinda creepy sometimes noh. You just don’t know who you’ll bump into next time you check your account. And to think pseudonym ang gamit ko in my networking accounts ha pero may nakakakita pa rin sa akin.

By the way, don’t bother looking for me in all those networking chorva, my accounts are so generic and uninteresting. Aantukin kayo. Bwahaha!

Since I was already online, I searched for my crushes’ Facebook and Friendster accounts just out of curiosity. Lahat lahat ng mga men na na-involve sa akin since high school ay nilista ko at iniisa isa kong hinanap.

Some of them were there, and some were not.

In fairness, some are still good-looking, some are already daddies, and some are, hmmmmm, not so edible anymore. Hahaha!

Nakakaloka yung ibang photos nila, especially those who are married already. Juice ko, proud daddies kasi ibinabalandra ang kanilang offsprings and their wives. Yung iba hindi naman kagandahan, they should've settled for me instead. LOL.

Kelangan ba talagang may ganung display of family portraits? So what is your point? Na you’re better people just because you are now raising families? Bwahaha! Bitter noh. Charing!


Sayang din yung si [name of ex-crush], bakit ganun na ang istsura niya, he looks 40ish, and her wife, kamukha ni [name of comedienne here].


Anyway, seriously speaking I feel kinda sad for myself, seeing these people moving forward while I am stuck with my current life. Not that I am unhappy with my current status and I plan to settle down soon (with the right man, yes of course! LOL), it’s just that time flies so fast and you are sometimes caught off guard.

He's married already? Why oh why!

Bakit siya pa, bakit hindi ako ang napangasawa niya?

Mga ganung questions that will always remain unanswered. I think.

My memories are still fresh with these same people as we enjoy our youth. Playing in the sun, camping out, making lakwatsa, doing naughty things and etc. I can’t believe that they’re the same people that I am seeing now, responsible parents, achievers, totally grown up.

I, on the other hand, remain the same by heart.

I may look different now because I was a LOT sexier when I was younger, 24 inch waistline and 90 lbs., I am still the same person kahit na 28 inches na ang waistline ko and already plus-sized.

I just hope they see me as the person they want to see when they view me.

The same jolly person that makes them laugh like we used to be in our days.



Sigh.