It’s hard to endure physical pain.
But it’s harder pala if the pain is from deep within.
I thought I was invincible.
Hindi pala. Akala ko kasi I would never experience such pain. Madalas nauuna na akong tumakas bago pa man ako masaktan.
Not all the time pala.
Yes. I am currently hurting.
But nobody knew. Not even my friends. My family.
Not even him.
Who would have thought.
They see me everyday with a smile painted on my face 24/7. Tumatawa ng wala sa poise.
Yun ang akala nila.
I am the kind of person who would never show appropriate emotions in front of the world, especially when I’m in pain.
Don’t worry. This will pass. Bukas ng umaga I will go on with my life. Magtatrabaho, like nothing happened. Kakain ng agahan kahit walang gana. Ipagpapatuloy ang pag-ngiti kahit sa façade lang. I know I’m good at it.
Setting aside the feeling of being left out in the rain.
Alam ko, titigil din ang ulan.
P.S.
Salamat kay Ate Regine.
7 comments:
girl. tandaanan mo. ang mga dyosang kagaya natin ay hindi karapat dapat makitaan ng kahinaan. ;-)
don't worry mam i feel the same sentiments..huhu
Hugs, dear.
wow ha. may pagka-emo ka pala. tinatago mo lang.
sincere tap on your shoulder saying, "tara iyosi natin yan.."
Sawn trak in 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... Music fade in...
Tila hihin a rin ang ulan ...
Thank Lani Misalucha
now where's my emergency chocolate horde survival kit prepared for times like these...
Hugs much
Deny ka kasi ng Deny kaya di mo napakita ang tunay. Ilabas yan dear. Ilabas. Mas masakit pa ba toh compared sa Arabo? Charooot!
I wish you well.
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