Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Even If It Leads Nowhere

Sigh.



Kaya pala hindi siya nagparamdam ng ilang araw.

Kaya pala out of reach ang phone niya sometimes.

Kaya pala wala akong matanggap na texts galing sa kanya for many days.

Kaya pala hindi niya sinasagot ang calls ko.

Kaya pala hindi na siya nagmi-miscall after work.

Kaya pala busy siya palagi.

Kaya pala masama ang kutob ko lately.

Kaya pala naiiyak na ako minsan.

Kaya pala feeling ko mawawala na naman siya.


Kaya pala.


Kinuha na naman siya ng iba.

Sinaktan na naman niya ako.

Umiyak na ako kanina.


I have to move on.

I’m tired of chasing pavements.



Thank you Adele. Your song is lifting my spirit.


Pasensiya na friend.

Serious muna ako.

Wala munang punchline.




photo credit (adele): here

photo credit (crying girl) : here

13 comments:

Knox Galen said...

At sa iyong pag rebound sweetpea, mas matatag ka na. Hugs.

Kane said...

I am sorry for your loss. I know right now, you must feel like you're going crazy. I guess the process of grieving begins.

Kane

blagadag said...

bakit mo panghinayangan ang taong ayaw na sa yo?

Reesie said...

i hope you're okay mel. :-(

i love that song of adele too.

Maxwell5587 said...

take it easy. everything's gonna be alright. eventually.

Lyka Bergen said...

Hahahaha! Natawa ako dito.... Charoooot! Joke lang mare. You'll be fine. You'll be OK. Go lang ng go muna. Tama. Ilabas mo na ang lahat. Yes, lahat lahat!

reynz said...

hahaha! sorry natatawa ako!

eh panu naman kasi, nakita ko online yong dumekwat nang pridyidir ko

para lang pagsabihan akong di naman daw nya ako minahal noon!

pagsamahin kaya nateng tong dalwang to?!

mel beckham said...

Ate Reynz, ipakulam kaya natin. LOL

mel beckham said...

Knox Galen: salamat baby.. =)

Kane: grieving? not that much naman but yeah, sad pa rin. thanks ha.

Blagadag: sayang kasi. i've invested too much emotions i think.

Reesie: thanks. Adele is really helping.

mel beckham said...

Maxwell: it will. i promise. infact, okay na nga ako eh. hihi.

Lyka: thank you Ate. hindi puedeng lahat ilabas at baka wala nang matira. hahaha

chuva said...

Ate Mel - What doesn't kill you makes you stronger ika nga..

Well wishes...

Chuva

mel beckham said...

Ate Chuva: korek ka diyan. eto ako nagpapaka-strong kahit weak. hihihi

antuken said...

i love listening to that song too. paulit-ulet nga sa pc ko ang cd nya. hehe.