Monday, October 12, 2009

To Be Or Not To Be

I’m back.

Mahirap talaga kapag dumadaan ang weekends kasi I oftentimes dedma updating my blog and read other blogs too. Eh kasi naman I only have the weekend for myself. To do personal stuff. To enjoy life and some of the things it has to offer kaya only on weekdays ng gabi ko lang napapansin na medyo nagpapabaya na ako sa aking ‘responsibilities’ as a blogger. Charing!

Anyway highway, ngayon ko lang nabasa ang post na ito ni friend Maldito.
Good to hear that someone is enjoying reading my stories noh? Very encouraging to write more happy and loka-lokahan misadventures at kung anu-ano pang kagagahan at kahihiyan na ginagawa ko sa aking buhay. Nawa’y kapulutan ito ng aral ng mga readers. Hahaha!



Minsan, I ask myself if my stories are going too far already. Yun bang masyado na itong personal and it might jeopardize my real identity. Sa totoo lang, the thought has crossed my mind. Nakakaloka nga if someone I knew personally find some of my stories ‘too personal’. But I think I have not gone to that ‘area’ pa. All of my stories here ay dumadaan sa review ng MTRCB. Charing!

Seriously, there are factors that I consider when I write something. Hindi ko na sasabihin kung ano ang mga yun but the most important thing is, my pamangkins have access to my blog. Two of them can read and they understand the things that I write here. Kaya, as much as possible, everything that’s in here in is for General Patronage. Maging ang photos na nilalagay ko dito, including my ‘model poses’ are for wholesome viewers. Isa pa, I do not hide my being gay sa kanila. Nakakalat nga ang aking heels sa bahay eh. Yung iba katabi pa ng school shoes nila. Hahaha!

My niece reads other gay blogs too that’s in my links. She enjoys Mandaya Moore, Lyka Bergen and Misterheuge. Siyempre, my sister (her mother) is with her to answer questions that are sometimes medyo rated PG-13 na or minsan R-18. I remember her asking about a photo of a lube that was posted in Mandaya’s blog. Naloka kami ni Manang sa pagsagot. Hahaha!

Normal na rin dito sa blogosphere ang hindi pagre-reveal ng tunay na identity. In my case, medyo tinatago ko rin ang tunay kong identity but not my real istura. Nakakalat na dito ang aking kagandahan. Hahaha! Confident naman ako that I won’t be putting myself in a bad light if worst things happen God forbid. Kahit i-google ko ang aking true name eh zero results nga ang lumalabas eh so why bother. Isa pa, wala naman akong masyadong tinatago. Well except for my real age siguro. Charing! Kahit ano pang tricks dito sa internet ang gamitin niyo ay hinding-hindi niyo malalaman ang aking real age unless may software na naimbento to reveal someone’s age just by scanning their photo. Hahaha!

Anyway, willing naman ako to see and meet other bloggers. Na-meet ko na nga in person si Direk Bebs nung Davao premiere ng The Thank You Girls eh. In fairness, ako pa ang natameme that time. Hahaha!
So if you’re within the vicinity eh puede tayong magkita. Oo, makapal ang mukha ko eh. Charing!

In fact sa mga taga-Cebu, nandiyan ako this weekend. Diyan ako magkakalat ng lagim. Diyan ako magfo-photo shoot para sa aking next top model shots.



Kaya kung feel niyong makakita ng isang alien na sobrang ganda (ako yun) at okay lang sa iyo ang mahawa sa aking kahihiyang ginagawa, eh just make iwan a comment or sulatan (e-mail) niyo lang ako at nang ma-arrange natin yan. Hahaha!

Promise, hindi ako magpapalibre ng kape. Hahaha!



mask photo credit: here

8 comments:

reyna elena said...

nababaliw din ako dyan ki mandaya moore hahaha enjoy basahin ang mga rampa nung barkada nya

in fact, nung natisod ako dyan ki mandaya, adik adik ako hahaha

reyna elena said...

and of course, relate ako dun sa mga "kulot" stories nya noh! hahaha!

i've been wanting to blog ang aking "kulot" stories kaya lang baka mapagkamalan na ginagaya ko sya but since "meron ka nang konting alam" sa mga kalechehang dumadaan sa cinderella stories ko hehehe tsaka na lang!

*hikbi*

kawadjan said...

Nice post, Mel.

I suppose most "non-anonymous" bloggers have the same dilemma on what they can and should not reveal. It's a tough balancing act.

It's obvious naman that I'm a fan of your blog. Isang kaway naman dyan, mareh!

I love it's raw quality. Very fresh, parang lettuce from Bukidnon.

So fans day sa Cebu? Maghanda against the paparazzi, gurl.

mel beckham said...

Ate Reynz: naku 'wag mo muna iblog at baka sumakit na naman dibdib mo. Hehehe

Ate G: thank you. i'm a fan of your blog too. sobra. ~beauty queen wave~ Hehehe

alkapon said...

Mahusay kang mag kwento..

Matanong ko lang,.. bakit ganyan ang posing mo sa pics mo?..mmm sorry ha, medyo maurirat ako, at saka ayaw kong pangunahan.

pero cute ka.

napadaan lang sa site mo..

mel beckham said...

Alkapon: uy thank you ha. hihi. sa tanong mo kung bakit ganyan ang pose ko almost everytime, well, kasi yan ang aking signature pose.. hehehe

an2nette said...

Hi mel, cute talaga ang iyong signature pose, kailan mo ipapahiram ang sapatos mo sa akin ganda talaga, parang missing yata yung mga prices and label ng suot mo

Maldito said...

nahuli na ako mel...alam na ng marami na nagbloblog ako..
kasalanan mo lahat mel...ahahahhahaha...
pero ok lang...medyo hindi muna ako magbloblog...
ahahhahaa...